Come Back to Me

Here is my sweet little boy before the vaccines took their toll on him. In fact, this is the only picture from that time around 2003 that I have from my computer that crashed a few weeks ago. Always remember to back up your photographs. I didn't and I lost over 1100 photos. Am I crazy? Yes I am. Absent-minded is more like it. This particular picture makes my heart ache. My son used to throw a ball. Here he is on our old playground in our old neighborhood running to the basketball court. He would stand under it and wait for me to lift him up so he could put the ball through the hoop. He could not get enough of watching the big kids play basketball and I had to hold him back from joining in their games! He had not been walking that long, I remember.

Well, this is what my biomedical recovery journey is all about. Chelation begins Friday for real. It is my hope to dump the lead and other metals out of his little body that has been there for so long, I can't think about it. I am unaware of what he has spilled over the years though just through natural chelation. We give him methyl-B12 shots in combination with N-acetyl-cysteine (NAC) and folic acid. I know that the NAC is a natural chelator of mercury. The fact that Lib is getting better is testament to all that we are doing. And if it's not due to the biomed treatments, well...at least what we are doing is not hindering him in any way, and for that I am so grateful.

My little boy still has that little sprite of a spirit, so innocent and joyful. I ache to hear his voice. Perhaps it will still happen. I still believe and I still have hope that he will come back to me.